i’ve got a severe lump in my throat that i can’t quite clear…the jose’ girls left this a.m. and i’m not taking it well.  it’s a painful kind of sadness…an actually physical sickness that makes me want to crycrycry…  no time, though…

kristi thomas will be here in an hour or so and we’re going to see james taylor tonight.  that may or may not cheer me up, depending on whether he sings sweet baby james which would send me off the deep end.  i’ll take tissues just in case…